I can hardly believe what Mike is doing for my Christmas.
Right now I am on a flight in a private jet with Mike and his brother Scott on our way to Prague, in the Czech Republic. Mike told me to pack a bag at 9 am this morning. He said we were taking a trip, but he didn't say where. We flew out of Tampa and he just told me where we are headed. I have always wanted to go to Prague. Right now we are somewhere over the Atlantic nearing Spain, according to the Pilot.
Mike told me what we are going to Prague for, but I can't tell anyone until after the event
I don't know how much I will be online over the next 48 hours, but I will try to check in as often as I can.
Update; 12/27 11:20pm EST 5:20am local time.
We just arrived at the hotel. We are right next to the river, tho I can't see it because of some trees. The room is huge with a king size bed. Just right for Mike and I.
I am exhausted from the long flight and cab ride, even tho I was able to sleep on the plane. We are going to eat something and then go to bed. I am looking forward to both. I'll update again tomorrow. I mean today, it's Thursday here.
Update; 12/28 12:45pm EST 6:45pm Local time
Weslept til late morning. Had a wonderful breakfast and took a city tour for about an hour. It's pretty cold here, so we rushed back. Our party starts at 9pm local time (3pm EST) and will run late into the night. So we have to shower and get dressed. I am going to wear a Dinner Gown, black, with bare shoulders (strapless, but I hate that term) and a slit up the right leg to mid thigh. No bra or panties. Are you getting an idea of what kind of party we are attending? I will roll my hair into a smallish bun with a wisp of hair hanging down on the left side. Mike loves that look. Very light make up. Black heels, 3".
Well I have a bunch to do, I gotta go.
Update; 12/29 655pm EST
Mike woke me up about an hour ago, I have slept the whole flight. I'm so tired. We are about to land in Tampa, and then drive back to the house. I should be home in an hour or so. I don't know if I will be back online tonight.
12/29 11:17pm EST
Well, I am home. Showered, fed, A glass of wine. Arrived home at about 915pm.
It was a wonderful trip, but way too short. I was disappointed I didn't get to see more of the city, and experience the culture.
What I did experience was the trip of a lifetime, though I hope we do this more.There was a BDSM swing group, based in Hungry that had an event in Prague. There is a select clientele that meets twice a year. I'm guessing there were 70 people. Doms & Subs. There were even a few male Subs. As well as a few female Doms. That was the weirdest part for me, Watching A female Dom a guy. The femdoms with female Subs wasn't wierd to me, but men that groveled for women was. I saw Sub guys fuck Sub girls at the orders of their Dom. Then the Dom would order them to stop before he could cum. The Sub guys must have been sooo frustrated. I was used by Dom men, Sub girls & Dom girls. None of the Sub guys used me. There were only a few, so I wasn't offended.
The party started at 9pm and continued thru til 6am. Nine hours of bliss. Everywher, there were naked and partially naked folks. Some fucking, sucking, drinking, tying up folks, talking, exchanging their Subs, .... it really blew my mind.
I must have had 30 orgasms, and give then same number. There were a number of bondage devices that the guests could try out, and where the Subs were used. Doms spoke of how good their Subs were, and then would offer a Sub to prove how good his Sub was. I listened to Mike bragg about me, and i was so proud that I would cry feeling his love for me. my emotions were all over the place. Excited at being there, worried about disappointing Mike in front of other Doms, scared of what other Doms might do with me, Embarrassed being in front of female Doms, prideful when my Dom talked about how impressed he is with me, and insecure when I was told to Dom another Sub.
There were people from all over. Most were Europeans. Most spoke English. There was one Dom that appeared to only speak German. He was in my face asking me questions, in german and getting pissed when I didn't answer, or didn't understand the question. My German is very limited but he expected me to know it. I think he may have been a Nazi who uses this as a way to subjugate anyone who doesn't know German. He kept squeezing my nipples, twisting them and yelling louder, as if I would understand if it was spoken louder. I was afraid of him. I kept expecting Mike to save me. But Mike just watched him abuse me, enjoying it. When it was time to suck the Nazi's cock I was upset to have to please such an asshole, but eager to keep him happy. There were opportunities to discipline Subs by Doms, or even other Subs. I didn't want this guy whipping me, or anything else. I think he enjoys being an asshole more than being a Dom. Unfortunately he was both.
I saw one other Sub who was smaller than me. She was Asian. Everyone else was bigger than me, most of them were much bigger than me. The clientele was descriminating. They were people who could afford to be there. And yet there were several Sub women who were fat. That came as a surprise. I am used to wealthy guys buying the young slim women to be their fuck toys. And their trophy wives. And there were a number of Subs who were definitely in their thirties and forties. That made me happy that their Doms were loyal to them. That they weren't dumped when they started getting old.
More later. I have to check my alerts, and I cant be up too late.
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I have sent these concerns to the Admins....If this bothers you too, please send a notice to the Admins as well.
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I have had several guys ask about my vacation, and I have not blogged about it but I will list the posting Iput on my profile page during that week. I started my vacation at 5pm Aug 27, and it lasted the following week. If I can get time I will give some of the details and highlights, but to be honest, I haven't had much response on this blog page and it is hard to motivate myself.
Mike refused his morning Blowjob
....
That had me worried.
About 7 a.m. his brother and
a
friend (I never met) showed up
and the three of them
used
me.
Overall, A great morning.
Brian, Mike's friend, came by
about
3 o'clock and fucked me
as Mike watched. It is 745p now
and Ed
is here to fuck me.....
Turns out that Mike told the guys
my
vacation started today and
that I was available for them
whenever they came by....
I am such a lucky girl.
While I was with Ed, Skip
stopped
in. He waited until
we were done and then he
used me too. I
had sex
6 times today, and my
vacation is a week long.
I
love Mike for things like
this. Always doing things
that are
unexpected.
more of Mikes friends came over.
They
are using me constantly. I am
sore and sooo tired. Three are still
here. I begged for a break to post
this. They gave me 10
minutes.
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First time this whole week that I was
able to sleep thru the night without
being awakened to fuck
someone.
I feel sooo good. After Mike's good
morning BJ we were talking, he said
the
porn industry uses fake cum.
I was like 'What?' I just googled
it,
there are many articles about it.
I feel so cheated. I
know sometimes
you can tell by how much or the look
of it, but
almost ALL of the non video
shoots are fake. So now, if I don't
see it shoot out of a cock,I will
doubt if it is real. I hate
that. got me
kinda depressed. :/
Well today I was left alone by the
guys.
It was just Mike and I. I really loved all
the
attention from the guys and the sex
was exhausting and
appreciated.
Mike's idea was so sweet.To get laid
over and
over with the whole week and
nothing to do. He really looks after
me,
and I love him so much...
Quickly, I need to get to bed.
Today
was the grand finale
for my vacation. We cooked
out for labor
day and Mikes
friends came over and used
me from about 1 p.m.
until
after eight. I am exhausted.
Will broadcast more later.
I hope to fill in the details, we will wait and see....
Seven people have asked me how Mike and I met. Here is the story.
Mike met me at a fundraiser. My office represents the org that was hosting the event so we had about 7 people there. It was a mostly formal event. I was wearing a dress that reached my calves, and somewhat low cut in front. Mike was in a navy blue suit with a light blue shirt and a dark tie. About half way thru the event he approached me and asked "So when can we go to dinner". I was a bit surprised hearing that from someone I don't know and I said 'Excuse me?'. He Said "You do eat, don't you?" I laughed and replied that I did indeed eat. "Then let me take you to dinner. You get a free meal and some pleasant conversation".
I accepted. It was about 4 pm. I was impressed with his confidence and he looked so sexy. Near the end of the event, he approached me again and said he would pick me up in front of the building. We went to a NICE restaurant, one I would not have been able to afford myself. We had a wonderful meal, with a delicious bottle of wine, there were candles on the table and soft music in the background. It was ideal. We ate and talked, and learned a little about each other. Afterwards, he took me to his home and gave me a tour. His house is huge and well decorated, I loved it. But I was a bit confused, wondering why I was there and what were his motives. Just 6 hours earlier we were strangers. I asked him what was it that made him come up to me at the event? He talked about how he was mesmerized by my beauty, or some shit like that. He needed to meet me, and all thru dinner all he could think about was when we would see each other again. I was feeling flattered and a bit light headed by his charm. And he was charming. As we stood in the kitchen, which was almost as big as my 1 br studio, he stated, not asked, that he wanted a blowjob. He wasn't that crude about it but thats what he was saying. But the way he said it and with such confidence and self assuredness, combined with my shock (?).......I just knelt down, opened his fly, and sucked his cock. He didn't grab my head or thrust into me, he simply leaned back against the counter. When he came I spit it out into the wine glass I had been holding earlier..He said that "We" would have to work on that.. I had never swallowed cum before, I didn't care for the salty taste, and never considered swallowing his cum, though that is what he expected. I stood up and he kissed me slipping his tongue into my mouth. I felt flush and dizzy. With everything that just happened and the amount of wine I drank, I said that I really needed to get home. He asked if I would like to stay the night, since I wasn't feeling well. I declined and he agreed to take me home. I said I needed to go back to the venue to get my car, but he said he would have it delivered. When we reached my home, he walked me to the door, gave me a long kiss and said goodnight.
He phoned me the next day (I had not given him my number), and asked when I could see him. I told him anytime. He sent a car to pick me up and take me to his home. (My car was there). We had a nice dinner (cookout) and then he took me to bed.
The sex was vanilla. No bondage. He was very romantic, taking his time and lots of foreplay. He had melay on my belly, and started to stick his cock in my ass, something no one has ever done to me. I told him I don't do anal, he replied "You Didn't". And then he penetrated me anally. It hurt, a lot. I really think he enjoyed that part. He was on top of me with his weight holding me down, so I could only lie there and endure it. Without any ropes, I was restrained just by his size. It was exciting, even tho it was painful. He didn't cum in my ass, he saved that for my pussy. We did it in the missionary position and again I was held in place by his weight bearing down on me. Helpless to do anything but lie there. But that's all I wanted to do. He shot his full load into me without ever asking if I had protection. I did. He didn't care.
I was spellbound by him, unable to refuse him. I should have realized what I was getting into when he asked " When I could see HIM again." It sounds egotistical, like he was the one to be seen. So from the moment we first spoke, it took him about 30 hours to get me into bed and steal my heart.
If you read my Comment in my previous blog "Cock Sucking Etiquette", you will know what happened between Dean and I. This is about when Dean came back.
Yesterday Dean came back to our house and spoke with Mike, He apologized for what he did to me and the things he said. I was in the office finishing up a few things for my job when Mike called me to come into the Den where he and Dean were seated. When I walked in my stomach immediately knotted up, I didn't like what I was thinking. Mike told me Dean had apologized to him, but that he really needed to apologize to me. DEan toldme how sorry he was,that hedidn't know how much I hated the things he did, and asked for my forgiveness. I wanted to puke.
Dean asked Mike if he could make it up to me. I was trying to signal to Mike that I was not interested in that, but Mike said he thought that was a nice gesture. I thought I was going to puke.
Dean took my hand and led me to the playroom, a large room disigned for a very good time. I was only wearing my denim shorts. Once inside he closed the door and cuffed my wrists and elbows behind my back. He wrapped tape around my head to blindfold me (the tape is bright red and sticks to itself but doesnt leave sticky on your skin or hair, and it can be torn with bare hands. It looks so sexy on a girl). Then he had me kneel down as he pulled his dick out and put it in my mouth. I started sucking him, hoping to get this over with. But he would pull out every couple of minutes and pinch and squeeze my tits until his dick calmed down. Then he would have me begin again. After maybe 10 minutes of this he moved me over to the futon, which was in the flat position, and had me lie on my belly. He removed my shorts leaving me naked. He got some rope from the chest (that contains a buttload of bondage gear) and tied my legs ankles to thighs, called a frogtie. He then put a sponge ball in my mouth and wrapped tape around my head to hold it in place.
He slid me to the center of the Futon and knelt behind me between my bound thighs. Well a blind man could see what was coming next. he started rubbing my pussy and making me wet, which was so humiliating. Then he stuck the tip of his cock inside me and said"nope, don't wanna go there".He spread my asscheeks and spit once on my asshole and said "That ought to be enough lube". Then he crammed his cock up my ass.
Now Dean is a good sized man, about 6 feet tall, average build, and maybe 200 pounds(?). I am 5'3" and 107 pounds, half his size. He is up my ass and pounding into me as hard as he can. Lying on top of me, his weight forcing the cuffs on my wrists and elbows to dig into the flesh on my back. Fuck his apology, he is getting revenge. Then he got back up on his knees and started raising my wrists up like a strapado, tearing the hell out of my shoulders. I'm squeeling through the sponge gag while he laughs and grinds his hips into me.
I heard someone else in the room. Was it Mike?
Then I heard the door open, then close. Did someone just leave?
Then I heard Mike talk to someone very quietly. But no response.
Dean continued his assault on my ass but I was focusing on the others in the room.
Then Dean pulls out of my ass and flips me over and turns my body so my head is off the edge of the bed. He tears the tape and removes the sponge gag and stuffs his cock in my mouth. My mouth was dry from the sponge absorbing all my saliva and I was choking on his cock as he stuffed it in to the back of my throat. A few pumps in my mouth and he shot his load down my throat. He pulled back out of my mouth. I'm choking and gagging and his cum is coming back up into my mouth. He was laughing again. Then he put his cock back into my mouth and told me to clean it up.
I'm lying on by back with my bound arms under me digging into my back, suffering pain and humiliation, with his cock in my mouth and tears streaming from my taped over eyes. I was miserable. He turned be back over onto my belly. Now most of the pain was gone, thankfully.
I heard the door open, or close, again. I was unsure of who or how many people were in the room. Then Dean slapped my ass, HARD. He whispered in my ear, "That Was A Good Fuck,... Whore"
And at that moment I felt like one.
Then the door opened but I never heard it close.
I lay there for several minutes, still crying and wondering why I was still bound. Then I felt hands moving me back to the center of the Futon.The hands were not Deans strong hands, and they were soft. It was a woman.
She sat on the matress in front of my face with her legs spread and she scooched closer til her pussy was touching my mouth. I was thankful for this because I had not been with Amy or any woman for some time. I took my time satisfying her and enjoying the task at hand. She started to cum and pulled my head hard into her pussy. As she recovered shetook the tape off that covered my eyes...it was Donna. I felt very affectionate towards her at that moment but felt somewhat embarrassed. I asked her to uncuff me and to free my legs.
I didn't see mike for the next two hours, and Dean had left. When Mike returned he said he wanted me that night. thats how mike invites girls into his bed. He says shit like 'Let me have that mouth', 'Give up the pussy'...like my parts are individual items to hand out. I think its kinda cute, really.
So that night I spent in Mikes bed. No bondage just 'Normal' man woman sex. Afterwards, I said to him, that he told me that I was to approve of the men he shared me with. He said that he did say that. I told Mike that I never want to see Dean again. I did not tell Mike what Dean said to me, it didn't matter as long as I never saw him again.
Mike paused a moment, as if he was considering something....Then he said "As you wish"
"As you wish". I could not have asked for a better response. It was as if I was his queen and he was honoring a request as my protector. I glowed. I could trust his word, I could know it's truth.
I love this man. I don't understand him, but I love him to my soul.
I wanted to take a few minutes to discuss the rules of cocksucking.
I have become quite the cocksucker, and I will swallow your load, because I like to, and you love it when I do. I have learned to take your cock right down my throat, one of my prouder achievments. However, I feel a need to discuss with you the proper conduct of getting your cock sucked. Some of you have no decency when a girl is sucking you off. Listen and learn, she will appreciate it, and maybe you can benefit from that.
Guys, when fucking my face Dont pinch off my nose so I cant breathe. I have no idea why you might do this, but it is scary. I already have your cock down my throat, how am I supposed to breathe with my nostrils closed. And watch me while we are at it, if you think I am having difficulty, for petes sake pull out. Dont cram your cock further into my mouth.
Some of you have large cocks that make it difficult for a girl to breathe when it is in her mouth. Please understand that we want to please you, we love giving you head, but we need cooperation from you. I am not being a cunt here, I just want to explain from my point of view, somethings you may not be aware of, or have forgotten.
I love when you pull my hair while fucking my mouth. But not when you are going all different ways with it, jerking my head around. This can cause serious neck injuries, which has happened to me. Please keep the neck in mind all the time. If you are fucking my mouth at the foot of the bed, for instance, keep in mind my neck is unsuported against the rail. grab a pillow for me, I will love you for it.
Likewise, when forcing my head into your lap, or down on your cock, be mindful of how you are grabbing my neck. When You fuck my face keep in mind I am a small, helpless girl. I could break easily. If I am on my belly, hogtied or grabbing my ankles, know that my back and neck are arched, and if you drive your libido hard into my face you could injure me. If you lower yourself so that your thrusts are more straightline with my position it would reduce the chance of injury.
Immobilize my head. If you tie me up first, make my head as still as possible. Otherwise be sure to hold my head still by gasping me under my chin and by my hair on the BACK of my head. Like this you are able to really thrust into my mouth without hurting me.
Set a good rhythm. It's like dancing, both people need tobe able to predict the next step. Wild fluctuations make things hard on me. If you are brutally raping my throat, pause at times so I can catch my breath.
Be a patient lover. I can take you deep, others may not, so ease the cock into her throat. I have a man that took his time to develope me, to teach me how. Dont just keep driving your tool into her throat thinking 'She'll get the hang of it'. Look at your cock, when its hard, look at it, ask yourself if you could take that down your throat two times per second for 6 minutes. If you are not sure, grab a carrot and try it. There is a reason it is called a "Blowjob". Hun, it is work.
And remember, if you have a collar on her, or anything else around her neck, that makes it harder to get your cock down her throat, as well as her breathing.
Hun, now it is time to nut. If she likes to swallow your load, then get it in her mouth. She has earned it. Dont make her chase it down. If she doesn't like to eat the load then get it all over her face so she can appreciate her good work.
If she want you to shoot it somewhere else...get a new girl.
Guys, we love you, we love your cock, we want your cocks in our mouths. A real woman loves sucking cock. We just want a few rules to keep it safe and enjoyable. There are other things to keep in mind, such as if you are fucking her face as she is near a wall, furniture, etc, dont drive her head into the wall, furniture, etc..
Guys, I am not scolding you. I hope one day you can show me how thoughtful you can be when getting a blowjob...
Love You,
Debra
P.S.- I will post a gallery related to this topic to clearly show some examples of what I mean. I am saving lives here...one blowjob at a time.
You can read my comment on "My 24th B-day, like no other" to understand what happened on Saturday, Jan 23.
I didn't have any contact with Mike for 6 days. On Friday I called him and asked if he was going to be home, and alone. He said yes, except for the cleaning lady. I drove to his house and realized I had a delemma, do I strip before entering? If I did it would show a willingness to continue our relationship, which I was. But it would place me at disadvantge in reaching an agreement with him. I got naked and went inside.
Mike was sitting on the brown sofa in his den wearing blue slacks, white button up, no tie, and barefoot. It was odd. He saw I was naked and he looked very surprised. This is what I was hoping for. I knelt down between his knees, trying to appear submissive. I began to feel very angry, with him and with what I was doing. I waited for him to speak.
For almost an hour we discussed what had happened the previous Saturday and how angry I was. He explained his motives. He was hoping I would like his friends and would be willing to sleep with some or all of them. I told him that they all appeared to be decent guys and I would not object to spending time with them, but lately I was entertaining others and not him. Mike is my BF, and I wanted to be with him rather than shared. Mke appologized for neglecting me. That was a big 'Win' for me.
So we negotiated a new relationship. Mostly it involved me being allowed to know his plans before he sprang them on me. I re-affirmed that It was ok for him to share me, as long as I consented to the guy/girl before hand. Mike offered me a room in his house. A room that would truly be mine. He nor anyone else would enter unless invited. I accepted his offer. Tho I am not obligated to stay there, but I could as often as I liked.
I reached forward and pulled his dick out of his pants and started to blow him. A sealing of the deal. He stopped me and pulled me to my feet and had me mount him cowgirl style. We fucked slowly, enjoying the sex, kissing almost the entire time. Face, neck chest..... It was like a movie. So romantically sexy.
He came in my pussy, which he doesn't usually do. He likes to feed me his cum. It was another gesture that made this sex seem so loving. I was glowing. I hadn't had sex all week. I had stayed away from Abuser until I knew what I was going to do, and playing with myself just isn't the same.
Mike took me upstairs to 'My Room', which had a few pieces of furniture in it and a large closet. There was no bed. He led me into a private bathroom with a tub and a shower. It was wonderful. He told me I could keep the furniture in the bedroom or replace it, and that I would need to buy a bed and anything else I needed to make it right. Then he handed me a gold American Express and told me to have whatever I wanted delivered. I felt dizzy. All this was such a surprise and I felt so much love for him. He was taking care of me and inviting me into his home...... I was awestruck. I felt even more desire to please him in whatever way I could. He owned me. I willingly surrendered my heart to him. I know of no other way to describe it.
I finished shopping today. Some of the things have been delivered but most of it will arrive over the next two weeks, including the bed. So it will be a little while before I sleep there. But I am looking forward to it.
I am now working things out with Abuser. It is rather touchy, but I believe he loves me, which makes it both harder and easier to explain where I am. We will work something out, we will continue to have some sort of relationship.
My relationship with Amy is probably over. She is the lesbian I was with a few times who works near me.
Everything was in shambles a few days ago, and now I seem to be speeding to a new life. I just don't want to lose everything of my old life, there are many things I still want to hold onto.
A week ago, on Sunday, Mike decided, for no reason,
that I should have a week of anal only sex. No vaginal sex. I could
still take it in the mouth though. I was extremely put off by this. I
love getting fucked in the pussy. Mike was the first man to fuck my
ass, and until this last year I had never done it, and at first I
didn't like it at all. Mike said I would learn to like it, and he was
right, as usual.
The worst part was that I couldn't jill-off
either. I could play with my ass but not my pussy.
So it was anal only. After about the third day
I was really needing a good fuck and was in a rather foul mood. Mike
had just about had all he could stand, so he tied me face down on the
bed and fucked my ass really hard and fast. He would also slap my
ass, pull my hair, stick his fingers in my mouth, and squeeze my
tits. He kept at it until I finally had an orgasm. This has never
happened to me before. Life with Mike is full of firsts.
But then again I had not gone 3 days before
without a good cum, and my kitty was rubbing against the mattress. So
maybe it wasn't a pure anal orgasm.
This continued thru Friday afternoon.
Paige, Donna, and Scott came over for dinner
about 5, and I was sure Mike had something planned, but I thought
maybe not because of my restriction. I had never had sex with Donna,
she was, along with Paige, one of Mikes 'Slaves'. Donna was cooking
ribs on the grill as we all relaxed on the patio. Then Mike told
everyone about my restriction. He had me lay across his lap and
started finger fucking my ass. I was naked, as mike has a rule that I
be naked in his house, and that applies to the patio. He invited
Paige to finger fuck me as well. I didn't like where this was
heading.
I think Paige has a certain disdain for me
because of my relationship with Mike, it is different than what he
has with her and Donna. Jealousy isn't tolerated in our little
circle, but I think she is just the same. So when invited she took
advantage of it. She was fucking my ass with three or four fingers,
roughly. It really hurt. Then Scott said he wanted to fuck me. His
cock was a welcome relief from Paige's fingers raping my ass. The
sight of this must have been enjoyable for Mike because as soon as
Scott had finished it was Mikes turn. Mike stopped short of cumming
in my ass, but instead, had me suck him off until he came in my
mouth. And then to humiliate me he said "Save some room for
dinner".
I was horny as hell from the fucking and the
blowjob, but still not allowed to touch my pussy. I didn't feel much
like eating.
After dinner Donna decided, with Mike's
approval, that she would like to play with me awhile. She tied my
elbows together behind my back and made me kneel in front of her to
eat her pussy. After a few minutes she had to sit down and I
continued while kneeling between her thighs. She came twice while I
was down there. Then she put on a strapon that Paige had retrieved,
and began to bugger me in the ass as I was kneeling there. It was a
large dildo, probably planned that way by Paige. She tore my ass up
fucking me. Paige squated in front of me so she could have me eat her
too. Very humiliating.
I had made everyone there cum, at least once.
And there I was unable to cum. Don't misunderstand, I did enjoy much
of what happened, but I am still sexually frustrated.
The night was getting cool, so we started a fire
and listened to music.
After an hour or so, Mike said he had a
'Treat' for me. I shuddered to think of what that meant.
Mike had me lie on my back on the chaise, and
he tied my hands to the corners, leaving my legs free. Mike knows,
hell, everyone knows, I like to be tied for sex. I thought he was
going to fuck my ass again. Wrong. He announced that my anal only
week was completed. He offered my cunt to Paige and her large strap
on dildo. I could have screamed. She did as expected and started
fucking my poor deprived pussy. It wasn't long at all before I was
writhing around and moaning and begging for her to make me cum. Which
would have happened already had she not been making a point to drag
this out.
Then Donna lowered herself down on my face,
grabbing my hair in both hands and pulling my head tight into her
pussy. Paige then started fucking me in earnest. In just seconds I
was cumming and crying and eating Donna's pussy. I was calling to
Paige for her to keep going, don't stop. Completely humiliating to
beg your adversary to make you cum. By the time Donna released my
head and moved away, I was cumming again. I was all in tears, shaking
and still begging for more.
I will never forget how small I felt at that
moment, as Paige laughed at me and made me clean up the dildo.
I hated her at that moment, but I loved her
too. My head was lost, confused, and still wanting her to fuck me
more.
Thankfully, Scott moved to me, layed
atop of me and fucked me long and good. When he finished he untied my
hands. I lay there satisfied sexually, exhausted, and too ashamed to
look at the girls. Mike had a very satisfied look on his face, more
than a grin, but less than a laugh. I couldn't understand it all.
Mike later told me the whole point of that week was
to teach me humility, to be humble. He had chosen Paige to be my
liberator, because he knew of our conflict. It's like he is
omniscient, all knowing. He seems to see and hear everything, always
knowing what is going on.
Saturday morning Abuser came over and Mike
gave me to him for the day. We took off, just the two of us, for some
one on one. It was so relaxing after a week of having my pussy
ignored, to ending that the night before, and now Bill is doing
everything I like to my sweet kitty. My first time at his place, and
he had everything laid out for a wonderful day. Time in the jacuzzi,
feather down comforter on the bed, fresh fruit and chocolates by the
bed..... it was wonderful. He knew the night before that this was
going to happen. Mike does these things and it blows me away. When I
think I am mad at him he just draws me nearer to him.
I created my account about 45 days ago, hoping to discover a little about myself and expand my sexuality. What I discovered is that I'm a pornaholic and slut. All I think about anymore is looking at porn and playing with my pussy. I can't get my mind off sex. I see people on the street and the 1st thing I think of is whether I would have sex with them. I was never like that before. I have become a man.
I have started jilling off 6-7 times a day. I have 4 men and 2 women as sexual partners. And none of it feels like its enough.I am doing things sexually that I would not have done a few months ago. I am learning to deepthroat, I have a same sex relationship, and I am craving cum from both my male and female parters. Some switch has flipped on in my brain and is now controlling my life.
And I don't want it to change, I am happy doing all this. I do worry that it could consume all my time and I spiral into being an unfunctional pornaholic. Just today I hooked up with a guy I have litterally known for 8 days, and spent 11 hours tied up, tormented, and fucked. I feel like I should slow down or stop. but I am not strong enough to do it. And I have plans to be at it again tomorrow.
I just needed to vent, I know it's nobody's fault but my own.
The 16th was my 24th birthday, My BF Mike said he had something special planned for me for the weekend. I imagined a weekend on the island, dining at Giligans and Skob, drinking fancy drinks and dancing. Instead I got tied up and fucked, repeatedly, and shared with people I don't know. I was even shared with people whom I don't know if I know.
Starting friday I was tied up and taken on a wild adventure, one that continued thru Sunday afternoon. Mike handcuffed me and played with me in his bed, touchung, pinching, carressing, and finally fucking. Then he told me that I was his for the weekend, to be kept bound, and to be used, as often as he could use me. This was my gift from him. I was flattered.
We lounged around with him fondling me, slipping a finger in me occasionally, all the while I was bound in various ways. Sometimes he would find something to do while leaving me bound on the sofa, hogtied, with a vibrator stuffed inside me, ...on low. He would return to put his cock in my mouth but just as a tease. then he might sit by me and caress my tits and pinch my nipples. Anything to keep me on edge. I loved it.
This is how we spent the day, kept on edge and then fucking til we were exhausted. Then start over again. He untied me only to use the bathroom. I was fed while tied up, and he bathed me while I was tied up. This started at 9 a.m. and he untied me for bed at midnight. I was falling asleep, so we called it a night. It was a wonderful day. But it was nothing compared to what lie ahead.
Saturday morning he woke me at eight and tied me with ropes. I love ropes. He blindfolded me by wrapping tape around my head and then put me on my knees so he could feed me breakfast....from the end of his dick. The day was looking good. So I thought.
Mike said I needed some punishment for the 'Transgressions' over the last year. So I was disciplined with a crop, and clover clamps, along with a rather severe ass paddling. Then he fucked my sore ass. After he fed me a real breakfast the day started as did yesterday with me tied and him teasing me in various ways. But today I was blinded with tape, as I would be ALL day. He even gagged me, knowing I don't like gags it made me wonder what direction we were going today.
Later, I was tied bent over a sawhorse, Mikes favorite position. The sawhorse has a wide top to it so my chest is lying on it, level with the floor. This keeps my head and mouth just below waist level. I'm sure you see where I'm going here. Mike started using my ass again while teasing my pussy with his fingers. But he kept stopping, not wanting to bust his nut yet, and not letting me cum either. He would fuck for a few minutes then stop, then pull out and wait, then start again. He kept me on edge for what felt like an hour. Then he ended up shooting his load in my ass. But too soon for me to cum. But he started right away fucking my pussy so I could cum, I thought. Turns out this was his friend Scott, who has fucked me before, but I was unaware due to the tape covering my eyes. I still thought mike was fucking me when he shoved his cock in my mouth. This startled the fuck out of me, I thought we were alone. I had no idea who was fucking my pussy, and I only assumed it was Mike fucking my mouth. Then whoever was fucking me came inside my pussy and pulled out. Only to be replaced by another hard cock in my pussy. This freaked me the fuck out and I started thrashing around. I was so pissed. This extra animation is all Mike needed to bust his nut in my mouth. I demanded to know what was going on, and who was there. Mike laughed and said I am getting those things I wanted.
Mike and I have been together for just over a year and I have confessed to him my fantasies. Some of which involve me being used by men I can't see, or don't know. Maybe strangers. He knows all the things that turn me on, all the things I like. I have agreed to him sharing me with guys I approve of, and he will allow me to fuck a guy he approves of, tho that has never happened. He later said that he couldn't ask me about these guys and still have it be someone I didn't know.
After having it 'Explained' to me I started to get into it. At this point all I knew was that Mike started out fucking my ass and finished in my mouth. I didn't know who the other two men were who had both cum in my pussy. But things were about to take another unexpected turn.
I was tied to a single size bed, sideways, spread eagle. I knew why I was placed this way, so I could be used by two at a time. (Mike changed my positions every hour or so as to not be torturing me). I received a very welcome treat, someone started eating me out. And kept it up until I came twice. Then the fucking started again. One in each hole, fucking for a minute or so, and then switching holes. Three guys fucking two holes. This allowed them to spell each other and save their nut. They were trying to keep me on edge too, but every now and then I would cum, and they would punish me. Then a pussy was on my mouth, wiggling and grinding. They had a woman too.
I figured it was one of the two girls that mike played with regularly, and I hoped one day we could all play together. So this was it. As it turns out it was niether of them, and Mike refuses to tell me who the woman was that I had sex with all day Saturday.
All day was a variety of positions, participants, and intensities. One moment I might have two cocks in me, or a cock in my ass and a pussy on my face, or maybe just a vibrator gently buzzing in my ass. Always bound, always bindfolded. They used that black rubbery tape to tape my eyelids closed, so no chance that it could move and I might get a glimpse of someone. I never knew who was fucking me when, who was cumming in me, or who's cum I was made to swallow.
This went on til after nine pm. I litterally could not think straight. Everything took on a sureal haze, kind of like a slo-mo dream. I have just bits and pieces of memories of those last hours, I was so catatonic(?), is that the word? I don't remember going to bed.
I was still exhausted when Mike woke me at 8am (Sunday) to start again. I pleaded for another hours sleep, but he just tied my elbows behind my back and straddled my face and had me suck him off for breakfast. Today was going to be much like yesterday, but we were going to be outside.
This terrirfied me. Mike has eleven acres, but we are not in the middle of eleven acres. People are 100 yards away at one point (Mikes est.). I am tied between two trees, spread eagle, naked, eyes taped, Gagged(hate this) and being fucked, front and back, by men some of whom I don't know. If a neighbor saw us I could never show my face again, I would be mortified. After a while of this they tied my hands behind my back and lifted them above my head so they could access my mouth, which I was happy with because they had to remove the gag. And because I love having a cock in my mouth more than in my ass.
You get the idea of what was going on. It all ended about lunch time, or a little after, I did't have a watch. I didn't have shit. I did have a belly full of cum and semen running down my thighs. I was glad it was only a 1/2 day.
I love mike for having done this, for trying to fulfill my fantasies, and I came more times than I can count. Some of the orgasms were as good as I've ever had. Being edged for so long and with the mind games that were played on me, I orgasmed over and over again and at times I was sure I would pass out. Maybe I did breifly. I can't be sure. Especially on Saturday.
This was not rape fantasy, I knew I was safe, and loved. It was stranger sex fantasy. Bondage fantasy. Slave fantasy. Gang bang Fantasy. Mike tells me there was him and 5 other men, and 1 woman. Mike says there are pics and video, but I don't believe that. He knows how that would be going to far.
Besides Scott, there were two guys from this site. Glenn, who is married (shame on you), and Abuser, (Bill you live up to it), these three were here Saturday & Sunday and hung around Sunday for late lunch and we got to know one another a little. The other two were here on Saturday only, and I didn't get to meet them.Mike won't tell me who they are, that was part of the deal with them. One of them is a friend of Scotts, That is all I know. Seems Mike has planned this for a week and it was a perfectly kept secret. Congratulations guys.
One of you stated to me that you could not understand the relationship I have with my BF, that it was confusing and hard to follow. It is unusual, so I will try to explain.
I am just a week away from my 24th Birthday, my BF is 40 years old. He is very experienced and sexually unafraid. I have been sexually active but not sexually adventurous, until I started seeing Mike. He is heavily into bondage, and now I am too. It isnt a master/slave relationship, and not a 24/7 thing either. I am my own person but I am submissive to him. Totally submissive. Mike is the only man I have sex with unless mike approves of me having sex with another man. Mike does not pass me to anyone else unless it is okay with me. And so far he has only shared me with one other man. We have been dating for a year now, and we both want me to be more adventurous, to take risks. So I am trying to get the guts up to do so. Mike is a little different about loyalty. He may have another woman if he wishes, despite my wishes. After all, he is the Dom.
He uses two women on a regular basis, girls he knew before me. They are both older than me, and much more sexually adventurous. They are more likely to fuck him in public, for instance. I have not been involved with either of them, tho that might change.
About a month ago I had my 1st lesbian experience, initiated by her, Amy. So my adventurous level just jumped way up there. This past week I told Mike about her and he does not care if I am fucking another woman. In fact he wants to fuck her too, even tho he doesnt know who she is or what she looks like. I believe he also has his mind set on me and his other girls doing dirty things together since I have made the jump to bi-sexuality.
Mike has used other women on occasion, but he does not flaunt it or try to make me jealous. There is no room in our relationship for jealousy.
I am so thankful for having met mike because he has elevated my confidence, my sense of adventure, and my willingness to be more sexual. Mike was the first man to fuck me in the ass, the first to tie me up, the first to fuck me deepthroat and teach me how to take it, the first to have me tease men while in public, the only man to insist I swallow his semen. I am quickly becoming his slut, and I love it.
I work for a prominant law firm so any scandal could cost me my job, something that has always weighed heavy on the old me. I am freer now, and tho I DO NOT want to lose my job, I also do not want to miss out on all these adventures.
Many things are in flux right now. If you read my recent conversation with a member here, you would know that Mike knows I want to fuck his brother. Quite an admission. And mike doesnt care if I do, he just isnt going to set it up. So that means I have to get him to fuck me without telling him Mike is okay with it. Amy, the girl I had sex with, wants to see me regularly and I feel the same way about her. Then there is Mikes friend, the one he shared me with before, and also his two other Subs. I am very blessed to be in my position, I am getting more sex than 1 girl deserves and that may be about to increase.
I also have a dread that something could fuck it all up. I dont know how I would handle that.
Mike was the one who sent me here, as I explained in the first posting, so he has my password and can keep track of me here. However, he has agreed NOT TO READ my blog, and I trust him 100% to keep his word. I told him I need a place to talk freely with other members. I hope this helps everyone better understand my unique situation.
I promised a few of you I would start a blog, so here we go.
I turn 24 years old this month and tho I am sexually active, and have been since I was 16, I am shy when it comes to having or discussing sex. That is all changing. My BF, Mike, has been introducing me to so many new things and unleashing things inside me that I never would have imagined.
He introduced me to bondage in our love making and it has been amazing. I honestly want to be bound every time we have sex. Even at times when we aren't having sex I want him to do something involving bondage. Such as handcuff me, or gag me. I especially like ropes. Seriously, I love ropes.
He has allowed 1 of his friends to have sex with me, after discussing it with me of course. We had a 3some with me tied up and the two of them using me, they are both straight. This was another first. I have never had sex with more than 1 person at a time. Mike has been taking me in to public areas and having me expose myself, subtlely. Having me bend over too far while not wearing a bra, or to hike up my dress a bit too high, that sort of thing. It embarrasses me so much, but I manage to get thru it, so that is progress.
It was Mikes idea for me to sign up here and freely talk about what kind of slut I want to be (his words). Men, and a few women, have been messaging me and I am finding it easier to talk about sex with them. I know that it is anonymous and talking face to face would be almost impossible, but it is progress.
Mike has fucked me in my ass, which no man has ever done and he has started training me to deepthroat. He crams his dick in my mouth and I gag but he works it into my throat and Usually I get so I can hold it there for a while and control my breathing and gag reflex. I am not an expert, yet, but it is progress.
Mike is also training me to swallow his cum. I never would have believed anyone who would have told me that I would get used to the taste, but I am. I can usually let it slide down my throat without the GULP. Mike says a gulp shows that I am trying to get it over with rather than savoring his cum. This is true, but I am working on it. And that is progress.
There was also another HUGE milestone. I had sex with another woman for the first time. I have known her for about 5 months, casually. She works at an office near where I work and we both frequent a sandwich shop for lunch. We started sitting together and talking, getting to know eachother. She seduced me, I would never have had the nerve to make a move on another woman. We met after work one evening about a month ago and ended up at her beachhouse where we made love. It blows me away, I really don't know how it happened. We have seen each other four times now. She knows that I am 'Straight' with a BF,...she doesn't care. I told Mike about it Tuesday, it turned him on. I was so relieved. He wants me to discuss with her the idea of a 3some. That will be a challenge for me, to ask a lesbian to a 3some involving a man. Now I worry about ruining this relationship. I really enjoy being with her. I think I am getting off track here. And I may be running a little long too.
Well, I think you have a pretty good idea of why I am here. So what do I want? I want to free myself from the fears and doubts I have about my sexuality. Mike tells me of the fetishes and kinks that others have, things that shock me, things that make my kinks seem normal(to me). He tells me not to judge others on what they like. Never think that one kink is normal and others are not. Tells me that I should explore and accept the things I enjoy without shame or embarrassment. He tells me that a place like this will expose me to likeminded people and will open my mind to the likes of others. Even if I don't share their desires. Mike tells me it is okay to be a slut, if I choose to be. I love men, and now I realize I love women too. It is so confusing to someone who thought they had 'Normal' sexual desires and behaviors. But I feel better about myself now that I am doing what feels right rather than what some people tell me is right, or 'Normal'.
because when I browse the galleries, they have pushed everybody's elses stuff so far down the page that it is impossible to find the stuff posted by the real folks, the folks who ARE NOT BOTS
