"Er no! Nn-nn-no-t at all! Ha ha ha er er er ... N-n-no!... You said size d-d-duh-don't matter ... and ...I'm not in-intimi-duh-duh-ditted a a at all ... (Later you would look back at this very moment as when your anxiety and performance issues started the downward spiral into regarding yourself as useless and pathetic ..)"
""I'm not sure ... All they told me was what wearing chastity would maybe make me bigger and even able to get hard after a few years. But I don't think it worked. Please be honest now ... because this has been quite humiliating going trough. Although a stress free safe zone for me obviously also quite painful all the time ... What do you think I should do? Keep my hopes up for growing a little bit bigger and be able to get it hard and take another year or two?" .... "Well you know what they say 'hope is always good'. Don't give up. I recommend you give it more time. Let's see in a couple of years ok?""
"PS : Chastity City Center. Also know in short as the CCC. It's just easier on everybody when referring to the all joint state and privately funded facility's you see every where now. The real official name is just too impractical and labours to say all the time: Girls can't be expected to say "The SPH / SLP Confinement and Correctional Chastity Center For Research and Regulation" fifty times or more every day when giving guys like us advice on what to do with ourselves. CCC is much easier."
"Ok honey... You know best. I guess you are right that this might help me with my anxiety and low self esteem after all. But are sure no one in there will laugh at me? Promise? I'm ... I'm just so scared right now ... Do they really need to know my name and take notes and picture for research also?" ---- "Yes baby, they do I am afraid. But the female staff here are professionals remember. They deal with all kinds of male failures every day: Beta's, simp's, losers, small dicks, limp dicks ... You know - guys just like you, right? Don't worry! There is nothing to be ashamed of or try to live up to ok? They only hire size queens here any way. They will know what's best for you. Don't panic! I will be there with you."
""Err no ... But you are confusing me now ... I thought the very reason I was in this uncomfortable thing all the time was to punish me because I couldn't to begin with? I don't understand ... Did you think it would some how get better after being locked up? Look I'm sorry ... just put it back on please ... at least it looks bigger ... or at least looks harder inside the cage ..."