I this account way back when just to look at porn then found that not only do I like to wear panties but bras and lingerie too
This was a place to explore cross dressing and meet other cross dressers then I had to make an email address to make account but science then I've lost that account so I started a new one to have conversations with you away from imagefap control and if you want to send me stories and pictures now that I have made a new email for me I am wanting to start a Facebook account and I am wondering if I will be able to keep them separate And I'm the closet if I start one will I be able to keep it to a part of FB that my male presentation from commenting or will I slip and send my whole worlds crashing down
When I make one I will send profile to any one that sends me an email or private message
Also starting to wonder if I could sell my panties or feet pictures what do people want more
So I've been with the wifey for aing time and there has been kinda running joke that I have what we call "Hank Hill bum" where as the father In The show king of the hill my upper legs go straight to lower back there was not much meat to my but cheeks. So I've said something her about thinking about starting some ass building workouts and she said that she likes "cake" on men and then she showed me pictures of guys with big round Buble buts. So I told her that I was going to start some but building exercises. So I've only been doing the exercises for a few weeks and have only done half of the exercises and only one set of each when I am doing them. Today tho I was in my kitchen and she noticed that there was something more to grab she said. Going to show you that even a little working out can have gains
was it just kids playing? was it a fantisy or memory
if i think back i think can rember my youngest aunt who is only a few years older then me but i think i can rember playing dressup with her in her room and her saying i should try on one of the dresses so i did i i think she may even have been the one to convince me to "pratace" kissing so i s would kow how to do it when i got a girlfriend when i was older. she even told me that her older sister tought her how to kiss and that it is how it is done. so i learned how to kiss with my aunt. bout our parents found out and that stopped kinda quick and i really liked our dressup games but ithat did not stop me. my mom had a pair of pantiehose that had runs in the legs so she was throwing them away i asked if i could hav them to make a net for my gijoes and she sid yes. that night i unrolled them and had to put them on and i fell fast asleep not knowing why my dick was so hard and pulsing
nedt i can rmeber that my male country cousin(CC) and i had started to play dick games at firt it started out as us talking and i asked him if his dick got hard and it did so we pretended they were joy sticks then i asked if he "prataced" kissing with his sisters he had 2 one older and one younger the dirls had there own room (untill the older one got her peroid then she got her own room bwsides the point for now any ways) CC said no he and his sisters did not kiss with there toungs they would press there lips toghter but nothing more so i showed him how to toung kiss he liked it because soon after our dick games started and then i asked him if i coud feel how his felt in my hand he said ok and then i was stroking his dick when he asked if he could stroke mine too there we are toung kissing and stroking eachothers dicks then he asked if i ever kept going untill it felt really good then he showed me with with his hand then i did it to him. then the last time we got to shair a bed and be alone in his room is when i asked him if he had dver wondered what his dick tasted like he said yes and asked if he could taste mine so he wnet down and took my dick in his mouth just for a few seconds he may have bobed up and down fo a few times but nothing too much then he came up and said that it kind of tasted like choclate milk then i asked if i could taste his and down i went i was getting his dick hard and started to pull back the foreskin and he started to giggle and laugh then his parents seperated us from then on and made us sleep in the family room but there was hiden porn tapes CC kew of so we watched them and i would do things to him that the girls would do to the guys and get that pulsing feeling again and iwas really starting to like it
then there was our 2 other cousins the older cousin (OC)was 2 weeks older then me and younber cousin(YC) was 2 years younger then us and CC was one year younger then me but one week i was at CC and we did our dick games then the next week OC and YC were at his house then the week after i was at OC and YC house for a week but CC started dick games with YC and OC and then igot OC to "pratace" kissing and we did it in bed because it was easer but there mom was a night owl so we got to play dick games in the morning because ther mom slept till noon. the next morning i climbed into OC'sbed and starte to play with his dick then when he woke up we started to kiss at first we would take turns on pushing our pecks togther to make "boobs" so we could take turns being the girl but quickly OC did not wnat to be the girl so to keep having kising fun i agreed to be the girl i had better boobies any way so the next time i brought my pantiehose and a pair of pink panties from the hamper and a bra and my OC was the first person to see me in bra and panties and pantiehose then we started to play our kissing games and he did not like the feeling of the pantiehose on his dick so i took them off he did like the panties tho so thenby now i had learnd more about tasting dicks so i put his in my mouth and thats when YC woke up and i think this part got blocked from memory untill year later when i was a teenager and was playing with anal masturbaton and got a fealing of something has been in there before but i think i ended up sucking YC dick and sitting on OC dick (in my teen years was it a fantisy or a memory)
Things I had planned for today for postponed I did get some mending done and did get to try my new to me padded bra and blue dress on and it fit better then I thought can't wait to get some proper girl time
update i have gotten some small girl time but have gotten gooe news hopefully it does not fall through tho but the mothe in law wante to go away for a weekend to a cabin out of town with my wife and her sisters so now to hope that i could get some full time girl ime and now want to get something silky or maybe swimsuit but if competly alone would like to get bra and panties set or teddy and deffent ly want a body shaper next and maybe a pair of jeens or jegings and hit the local gay bar and and see how things go from there
To start It's not too often that I get to girl time as wifey does not approve so from time to time I've purged my fem stuff but don't stop I just start to use her stuff and I feel like she has to know that I am in her panty drawer and her bra/lingerie drawer as I move things and all the stuff I use has a clear path to it in her dresser drawers but still when I've tried to talk to her about it she wants nithing to do with talking about it. So I've resigned to just keeping it in the closet but would like it to be walk-in closet at least. So also she is a sbbw and her stuff is a little big on me as she has DD bras and at most I can fill a C cup so I don't completely fill that hole. Even tho now it's seams she is more accepting as she is trying to find a mid ground where she got me male night gowns and silky smooth male underwear and that combination has worked for a little while. Then I figured out photo editing and started using face app to make me female and then I started with adding those pics hear in imagefap and that helped for a bit but still down the spiral further I go and then find my self "window shopping" on line and thrift stores then before I know it I am buying a thong and satin panties and a bra that is my size (38C) then in am wearing them whenever I am shopping by my self under my male cloths nobody ever says any thing (is it just a sing of our times) or even seam to notice. All this works for me and her
In the before times she worked away from home and I could get more girly time as I was in trade school and could get home with a few hours to dig out my drag bag and girl up for a bit and get my amalgam and move on. Then the vid happened and she started to work from home there goes that so started the current purge and and when she got me the nightgowns and silky underwear but now I want a silky night Gowan and they don't make them "for men" I've told her I am almost at the point that I want to buy one from a thrift store even if it's in the "woman's" section and she kinda laughed it off.
Today her job has started to transition back to working from the office at least one day a week and will be there for a full shift starting at noon. I live in an apartment building and there is a kinda drop off for stuff you don't want any more and even tho it does have some small decisions or other nicknacks but it almost always has some sort of clothing and I check it now and then and have found a cpl bras some smaller then my c cup but more that will fit and now my butt is quivering with excitement and I am going to girl out as much as I can anyway.
I've even planned some things I want to do when in girl mode. Penis and balls will be put away and maybe some muffing will be done then the thong and satin panties next will be playtime with dressing and pictures more mudding and then bussy play time. Then to where my dad says "a woman belongs" in to the kitchen to start housework and tidying up enfem. May even brake the vintage modona. May even keep my bussy filled and vibrating and ride that thing till my panties get soaked.
Fingers crossed that this the start to my closet becoming a walk-in or even a powder room.
